The dream of Clara

In my room, which has always been dark
When the candles are lit one by one
Memories of that white night when you left me come find me
Like the snow in the middle of winter
Waltzing with you made me laugh
Your hands led me and we walk through my fantasy together
* If I open my eyes, it seems like it will disappear
I couldn’t love you all that I wanted
But you always hugged me and spoke of love
It was a beautiful dream that I sadly longed for
My love, you, who made my heart race, goodbye
* Repeat
I am stupid for foolishly not being able to forget that promise
Though I know there’s no use even if I wait endlessly
Foolishly, I endlessly wait for that promise
But I curl up and stay up all throughout the long night
In my room, which has always been dark
When the candles are lit one by one
Memories of that white night when you left me come find me
The dream of Clara
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Now I'm erasing, really erasing.
The memories of you, all of it.
I know perfectly well, it's no use.
But I'm still like this, out of habit.

I try, but really..
My heart is yearning for you whom I can't forget.
I am welling up to say "I love you"
So.. I cover my mouth.

This is my sad story.
A difficult story.
A hopeless love story.
It's difficult.. but even if it's just for one day,
I want to continue looking at you.

I know it can't work.
This is yours and my story.
I try, really.
Countless times I tell myself.
But your face lingers.
I can't help myself.

Now.. although we didn't make it,
It's a story that I have given everything I have.
Even if it's by chance, as i walk, I want to run into you.
I know I shouldn't wish for this.
This is yours and my story.