I miss a lot of things. :'(

I miss high school.

I miss my friends. my classroom. my seat. my seatmates. my best friends. 

I miss the people who took the time to listen to my thoughts though sometimes I didn't make any sense. 

I miss the people who rode a cab with me on the way home. I think that talking inside a moving vehicle is the most thrilling thing I'd ever experienced. The fact that these people were special to me made it more memorable. 

I miss how people would nag at how childish I was back then. Coz right now, I think I've only been focusing on the things a mature person would do.  

Hm. but today, I am also very happy. I found a picture wherein I was captured sitting alongside the shore with my best friend. I liked the picture and the discovery so much that I thought I might cry. I looked at the picture very earnestly and discovered that it was taken three years ago. I wanted to see how much I have changed so I continued observing the picture of the me from three years ago. 

I was moved by the chemistry between me and my best friend. it made me think of the times we were together. every single minute i was with her, i was very happy. i felt loved and i felt complete. :)

then i saw the smile i had three years back. it was a different smile. i wondered what was so vague with it so i tried to remember the moment when that picture was taken. and then i remembered. that time, i was very happy. i didn't need to strike a pose on the camera. that was a stolen picture. the person who took that pic was also my friend. we were having a party at the beach. we were carefree and we had no worries. That could've been the most perfect day of my life. :)